Mad

im mad at myself. im mad that my brother just called me from jail. im mad that i am stuck with these press kits at the last minute. im mad that strauss keeps teasing me. im mad that chris won’t ever move out. im mad that i keep checking to see if bill is on gmail. im mad that he’s not. im mad that i want him to be. im mad that is it cold and rainy. im mad that i have a headache. im mad that i want to cry.