Emotionally Unavailable

I feel like going under the radar for awhile. I feel like I need to disappear to come back to life. I am so overwhelmed by everything in my life I feel the need to clean my emotional house. I need to figure things out.
I feel like everyone has magic glasses on and I am the only one without them and I can see what this world really looks like. It’s dark, and moldy and all the humans look like the monsters they truly are. These are probably not normal thoughts.