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fiction’s a lie

November 3, 2008

For some reason I cannot write fiction. It feels wrong. We have to make up a character for class and I can’t do it. Anyone can just make things up and write them down but it feels wrong to me. Fiction writing feels more personal to me than my regular laying it all out there for everyone to read blogs. How the hell is that? So the character I wrote about is me. In doing this I found out, Im quite a character. Im a writer with nothing to write. That’s really annoying. I have words and stories and no way to tell them. I mean I tell my stories here but I feel like there is something else in there.
I have this kid in my class who is like 18 and so self important. oh, i know all these authors and this sounds like that and Im so smart. BLAH BLAH BLAH, I just hope when that kid is 30 he realizes what a dickhead he was. And if he doesn’t, he will still be the same dickhead.
Halloween came and went and it didn’t have it’s normal magic for me. I slept on the couch most of the day. Im feeling run down. Im so sick of thinking about and worrying about money. My god. What is going to happen if Mccain wins? How can we have 4 more years of this? We will all be homeless I know it.
Im reading the books that True Blood is based on and I read 5 books last week. That’s a lot. God what if I actually set my mind to something of use rather than just a bunch of vampire stories? I might be able to run for president.
Did you ever look around the library and realize how many books there are? There are so many books that I wonder do some books slip by completely unread?
That would probably happen to mine Unread and in the sad cardboard library book sale box for $1.
That being said, I really wish Gus would stop eating my underwear.

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