Overworked

So what kind of asshole doesn’t know about Parent’s Day and leaves their kid alone? Sitting at J’s graduation today watching the slideshow of the past year, I see pictures of kids with their parents in J’s classroom and I look over at her and she has a very completely sad look on her face and she says to me “you weren’t there”. Welp, I’m an asshole. I can’t bear the thought of her sitting there alone while all the other parents were there. It’s horrible.
I’m feeling completely overwhelmed lately. I still have no idea what direction my life is going. It’s getting retarded. I still haven’t registered for classes. I still have hardly worked in my studio that I’ve had for 6 weeks. I still don’t know when the kids school is out. I still don’t know when Chris is moving out. I still haven’t figured out how to upload my video so I can edit it. I still have a million things to do before Chicago. I still don’t want to visit my parents in Florida. And I still can’t find the perfect blue sheets for my bed.